dedicated life

I am happy I know a friend who has dedicated his life for the people more than 30 years. Who never wants anything for himself but him always there for others? Once he said to me “I found happiness by helping those who really needs help.” Most people talk a lot but few are up for the moments. i think god has special mission for him. And so my dear friend May God be with you till the end.

hard to say GOODBYE

on 23th of this month one of our friends went to England for his (fuad) MBA. he was like our friend and brother. he is a nice, funny, interesting, friendly person among our friends. we miss him too much when we gather all together. fuad bhai we are missing you so much. hope you will be safe and happy.

i am sorry :-(

Yesterday I had a very busy day… I wanted to go to meet a friend who lives a bit far away from where I live but I couldn’t make that. I was sad the whole day but I couldn’t do anything about that. Had to stay where I am… so I am sorry my friend for not being there……. :-(

what an experience

Few weeks ago i was in a villege called Satkhira. there are 2 hostel for the orphans one is for boys and abother one for girls... and i have a friend who is a Priest, Fr. Giua. and he proposed me if i could come and teach them drawing. and i was there for them to teach drawing for 5 days. this is the first time i was with 156 children. The class started from 9 am to 12:30 pm and 3 pm to 7 pm. there were 5 groups according to the class and those who can or can't draw. at the end there was a competition and prize giving ceremoney. 

I was enjoying every single moments with them. And i think i will go for the same reason again. I must thank you for this to My friend Fr. giua and Fr. lawrence. thanks God to give me that opportunity to be with them and learning from them a lot.

thanks

After long time i could come to E-world again. Thank you very much.

try, keep faith and pray

When you fall in problem, when you lose your hope, don’t break down… keep faith. Don’t even lose that faith. You will be rewarded only if you can keep your faith. Just try, believe in yourself and pray. Pray not only for you also for whom who need that more than you or as much as you. Once someone told me falling problem is not the end, it’s the beginning of so many possibilities and opportunities that you will able to see by yourself. But the only thing you have to do is, to choose what will be the best for you with considering your limitations. Try not to let your emotion control yourself, but mixed it with your reality. Thanks all my friends who did, do and will pray for me.

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY

friendship is nothing but friendship. friendship is everything with friendship.it is trust, it is purity, it is honesty.... those who has true friends they feel it, and they knows whtat is friendship. so to all who can feel this HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY.

happy time

i am happy today but at the same time not happy. the reason i am happy is today i met with 2 friends that i used to enjoy. one of them (Shartho) is like brother to me. another one is a very good friend (Kavin) of mine. and the reason i am not happy or sad, actually i am not interested to talk about that. by the way its better to keep the sadness away and keep the happiness close... wish you all the best to whom i miss and those who miss me.

follow the flow

sometimes everything means nothing absolutly nothing. just living the way life goes on. nothing to worry about, nothing to think about, nothing to follow the rules, nothing to become tenced, nothing to hold on, nothing to go on. just me only me finally me, till the time turn on me.
stay cool, sharp, eyes open, just follow the flow.

i wanted to be you

I always thought “you are the best” I guess I always will, I always felt that we were blessed and feel that way still, sometimes we took the hard rout but we always saw it through, If I had only one friend left I wanted to be you. sometime the world was on our side sometimes it was not fare, sometimes I gave a helpful hand sometimes we did not care, when we were together it may the dream come true. Someone who understand me those me inside out, and helps keep me to get through and believes without a doubt, I could move a mountain someone to tell the truth. IF I HAD ONLY ONE FRIEND LEFT I WANTED TO BE YOU.

i do not know WHO YOU ARE

I do not know who you are. I have no idea about whom I am talking about. But few things I can say.... no matter what happen, I will smile with you when you are happy, I will cry with you in every single moment that you feel sad, I will stand by your side if you feel alone, I will hold you tight if you fall, I will be there where you feel afraid, I will be your shadow if you walk. More over I am your breath. Just one request to you, DON'T FORGET TO BREATH.

one of the happiest moment in my life

after 9 years we are all together, from left... beauty renata, roma vibiana, seema agnes and me savio samuel.

this is me now

Now a day I am not so busy but I am enjoying the time. The best thing is I am not feeling sad or bad. Because one of my friend told me “when you have a bit of hope you wait but when there is nothing to wait for you just let it go and be yourself”. I think my friend is right. So after that I am feeling like happy and much more independent. So I think it’s not bad though. Memory who does not have but that’s just a memory, itching sometimes but that’s not what it means. I think memory is something makes your life more perfect. Good memories and bad memories is the part of the life, also the love is a part of the life but that’s not a heart of life. Just be yourself is the best thing. Do whatever you want to do, think whatever you want to think, go wherever you want to go but of course without disturbing others.

i will be glad

here i am this is me, there no where else that i would rather be... i feel like i just born. how is that possible....!!! i do not know but thats the feelings that i am feeling now. so i think i have to start from now, and i am still thinking which way i can do that, make myself busy or trying to do something new or get involve to the new friend group or live alone or something else. still i do not know how will i do that, but i will find a way, a better way thats for sure. so wish some luck for me, i will be glad.

better not to say

If I could show you from my deep heart there is something to say, then you will understand helpless days with speechless love now a days, in the end of the line, where the sky touches there is a color of pain, on the roof in the middle of the night my unexpressed thoughts. There is something it’s better not to say because it’s like the sun shine in the middle of the rain, now I understand the need of the life; the colorful life is not for me.

Bangladesh

Tumi bisrito logno Madhury er jole veja kobitai acho Soroardi r Sher-e-bangla Vashanir sesh ichchai, tumi Bongo-Bondhur rokte agujola jalamoi sesh Vashon, tumi dhaner sishe mishe thaka shohid Zia’r shopon, tumi sele hara ma Jahanara Imamer ekatorer din guli, tumi Joshim-Uddin er nokshikathar math mutho mutho shonar dhuli, tumi 30 kimba tar odhik lakho shohid er pran, tumi shohid minaret provat faryer vai hara ekush er gan, Tumi kobi Nojrul er bidrohi kobitai unnoto momo shir, tumi rokter kalite lekha nam shat sreshto bir, tumi surer pakhi Abbas er dorodh vora shai gan, tumi Abdul-Alim er sorbonasha padma nodir gan, tumi Sufia Kamal er kabbo vashai narir odhikar, tumi shadhin bangle betar kendrer sanito surir dhar, tumi Joinul Abedin S.M.Sultaner rong tulir achor, Shohidulla Kaisar Munir Choudhurir prothom dekha shai vhor, tumi bangali er gorbo bangalir prem, prothom sesh soyai, tumi akti phul ke bachabo bole beje otho sumodhur, tumi rage onurage mukti shongrame sona jhora shai rothdur, tumi prothiti pongu mukti jodhar ovimaner shongshar, tumi crondon tumi hashi, tumi jagroto shohidminar, amar shonar bangla ami tomai valo bashi jonmo diyeso mago tumi tai tomai valobashi amar praner bangla ami tomai valobashi praner prio mago toke boro beshi valobashi.

tomakei

Valobasha shuneci ja shagor tire boshe thaka, nichushore kotha bola nonta batash, tumi ele shekhabo ja balu diye ghor gora she ghore te tomar r amar boshobash, dekheso pahar dekheso nodi akash dekhabo tomai chader onno pash, ami aro dekheci ja hat dhore hete chola shoji poth drishti somantoral, amrao hatbo thik ie majhe majhe theme jabo mukhomukhi cheye jabo onnonto kal, esho kheli aj ac notun khela du doleri niye jabar protijogita. Purono ovinoye pisu theke chok dhora, proshno amar boloto ke? Tumio hat dhore na bojhar van kore bolbe chini na tomake. Valobasha naki dujoner faki, dolsut dujoner chobi akaaki, ai rat ai adhar shobii mise tai kono ak vore tomake chai, tomakei chai.

silence

my friend wrote a very beautiful comment for this blog article so i am going to add this i think its true.
" "if you do not understand me you will not understand my silence" and if you do not understand my silence you will not understand my words."

majhe majhe / sometimes

Majhe majhe ichcha kore tomar barita, ak khablai tule ene amar barir pashe dar koriye dai. Hajar trishna niye ami jege thaki shara rat, shopno hoye chokh theke ure jai amar joto ghum. jani tumio jege theke sara rat, likhso valobasha gulo shob bakir khatai. Majhe majhe mone hoi tomai rakhi lukiye, amar hridoyer bam niloye. Jodi tana hoi shokhi tobe mone rekho, r jonme tomar hridspondon hoboi. R chaileo tomake kase pabona e kemon kotha valobasha ki tobe kono niom mane.

God or His Friend

One day a man went to the hospital and pay for a child to operate her eyes. That blind child wants to give thanks that paid her operation. Then she called him and said…. “Listen I know you but also a bit confused about who you are. Because one day before my mother died I asked my mother when I can see with my own eyes, then my mother told me God will come and take care of that, in case God is busy then he will send one of his friend to take care. I am confused about that only….. Now uncle can you please tell me, who are you God or his Friend?”

how do you call this...

Scratching out the surface now and I am trying hard to working it out, there so much gone misunderstood and this mystery only leads to doubt and I did not understand when you come down and take my hand if you have something to say its better say it now because this is our chance now what you have waiting for just say it now. So you want something and you call, then I will cover up that for you and to fight and I will be as you told and that’s nothing throughout for. When your minds made up, you see it is like everyone that we share for, what you want to do now, right now how does it sound. Raise your hope for the choice you made.

I will be the..........

I will be the answer, at the end of the line. I will be there for you, while you take the time. In the burning of uncertainty, I will be your solid ground. I will hold the balance, If you can't look down. If it takes my whole life, I won't break, I won't bend, It will all be worth it. Worth it in the end, cause I can only tell you what I know, that I need you in my life. When the stars have all gone out, you will still be burning so bright. cast me gently into morning, for the night has been unkind. Take me to a Place so holy, that I can wash this from my mind. The memory of choosing not to fight and i do not want to fight anymore.

acta gopon kotha / a secret dialogue

Acta gopon kotha cilo bolber bondhu shomoi hobe ki tomar, ak bar shune vule jeyo barbar vuleo kawke bolona aber, mukhe valobashina bole mone te prem nie chole onekai...... atodin cilo shadharon tar majhe ak jon jake aj boro alada lage. vebeci ta ebar jakisu hobe hobar hoc tobu kore shikar, porajoi mene nie shobkisu bole die chaibo amar odhikar....... kopale ja ase lekha mone Jodi paio betha dekhe nebo ami er sesh, mitte ovinoi r noi r noi ai valo achi ai besh....... Protidin e goli o goli te guroghuri ketejai shomoi ashe rat, meyeta baka kore chul badhe prem kore dekho chele taoi pore full hata shirt, ai dekhe hashahashi gan take valobashi ai valo achi ai shopno abar, kokhono bujhini je eta cilo shuchona ase baki shopner uuposhonghar….... mon adharer nilimai tomake aj khujte chai janina kothai pabo tomai ak bar eshe dekho amai.

you can't forget it.....

Did you forget that I was even alive, did you forget, everything we ever had, and did you forget about me? Did you regret, ever standing by my side, did you forget, what I was feeling inside, now I'm left to forget about us. So now I guess this is where I have to stand. Did you regret, ever holding my hand, never again please don't forget. I had it all I was just about to fall even more in love than I was before. And at last all the pictures have been burned and all the past is just a lesson that I have learned I won't forget. But somewhere I went wrong I was once so strong my love is something, you can't forget it.

hope you can hear me.

I miss you, Miss you so bad, I don't forget you, it's so sad. I hope you can hear me, I remember it clearly. I didn't get around to hug you, Goodbye on the hand, I wish that I could see you again, I know that I can't. I hope you can hear me, Cause I remember it clearly. The day you left me, Was not the day i met with you, It won't be the same. I've had my wake up, I keep asking why, And I can't take it, It wasn't fake it, Something happened but I do not know what. Now you're gone, There you go, Somewhere I can't bring you back, Somewhere you're not coming back, Somewhere we can’t do anything. I MISS YOU..... so much.